i just feel like rhyming again :)

Horoscope: 9 Feb

“When was the last time you used a pen and paper, Virgo? In this age of computers, the keyboard has all but replaced these wonderful tools. In the same way that walking provides much more than fresh air, the kinesthetic value of the rhythmic motion of writing with a pen is far more soothing and even healing than most realize. Moving your hand across the page can feel good and unlock places within you that aren’t accessed by typing. Try it today.”

it’s so rare that i follow what my horoscope tells me. for this one, i didn’t actually follow it. i was already in the middle of the poem when i thought of checking my horoscope. but in any ways, i’m happy i came up with something. thanks to the pencil and paper :)

I JUST FEEL LIKE RHYMING AGAIN :)

i’ve been vacant for almost 3 years
i have been free from misery and tears
i easily moved on and made it through the ends
with the help of my beloved family and friends

but let’s not fuss about what has gone
much has been said, WHAT’S DONE IS DONE
so what pushed me into writing again?
nothing, I JUST FEEL LIKE RHYMING AGAIN

i’d like to talk about a number of boys
who treated me like i’m ONE OF THEIR TOYS
but i don’t intend to mention any names
coz i’m on my way to forgetting their names

the first one i must say is totally uncool
i’ve known him because we went to the same school
i was fooled by his crooked smile and sparkling eyes
between his words, it’s where DECEPTION LIES

he showered me compliments that my heart then needed
he wore a SOTANA, no wonder i was blinded
but a day came when his friend told me
that girlfriends, he surely did have plenty

clearly it came when i realized what he wants
damn, he just wanted to go under my pants
he also did the same thing to my precious friend
so you can’t blame me if I WISH HIM DEAD

there’s nothing interesting about boy number 2
he didn’t say anything, he did nothing too
he’s a gentleman and nice in all fairness
but i really wanna talk about him this LESS

he asked me to go out without nervousness
boy, i admired that CONFIDENCE
but i cursed that day and i swore it won’t happen again
I WON’T GO OUT WITH A BOY WITH NO MONEY IN HAND

let’s jump into the next conversation shall we?
his father happened to be friends with my daddy
i’ve always liked this  HOMEBOY since childhood
i peek through my window when he roams around the neighborhood

even if we live in the same street
when we were young, we never had the chance for a MEET-AND-GREET
but came the day when we finally met
an acquaintance was done with no sweat

at first i thought he liked me too
coz he did some things out of WOO
but i did realize one thing instead
he just used me as a FILLER because he was broken-hearted

i’d be doing my self a big favor
if i try not to talk about dude number 4
but the thought of it i really can’t escape
knowing that he left my heart a THROBBING SCRAPE

i’ve never met a guy with such honesty
but he wasn’t sure of what he wanted us to be
“i don’t want you to stay away” is what he said
but he also made it clear that he can’t leave his girlfriend

he said what other people say doesn’t matter
he told me that WE WILL DO IT TOGETHER
but things turned the other way
i wasn’t really shocked though when he put me into dismay

he said it was unfair for me and his gurl
that he’ll make things right and things were OVER
over?? sherr! we haven’t even started
as if i actually thought of us getting started

i told him i never wanted to be just a THIRD PARTY
so if he can’t leave his girlfriend, then HE CANNOT HAVE ME
realizing that he DIDN’T HAVE THE BALLS, i said “let’s just be friends”
the issue will soon die as FATE intends

i never actually thought i’d count until five
remembering the names and memories as i strive
now what’s so special about this 5th boy?
we’re about to find out as my words start to deploy

like boy number 3, i’ve known him since childhood
we have same set of friends, WE WERE IN A BROTHERHOOD
we ended in a puppy love coz we thought we fell
by then, our knowledge about love was shallow, I CAN TELL

age eleven: we were together, age 12: we separated ways
we’ve grown up as time passed through the days
thanks to facebook, we started talking again
we enjoyed silly conversations about what happened

i let him inside our house and meet my family
the bonding was fine and all were happy
but the news came, it shook all the joy
my mom found out he’s got a girlfriend, oh boy!

i couldn’t understand why he didn’t tell me in the first place
I COULD’VE RID ALL THE SHAME THAT WAS POKED ON MY FACE
i let the public see me while i was with him
he DESTROYED THE TRUST i have given him

the first time we talked, i asked him if he had one
for a couple of times, he said he has none
he’ll regret the day he even thought of LYING
because KARMA exists in the world i am living

imagine the foolishness he just made
even made up stories, was he desperate?
well at least he didn’t intend to go under my pants
even if he had the chance

see how things went crazy?
how this 5 boys treated me
how they made me look like a FOOL
how they made me feel UNCOOL

each role they played differed throughout the game
but there is one thing that makes them ALL THE SAME
they all made me feel SOO DAMN UNPRETTY
they all slapped my face with the word “unworthy”

it’s sad to know that they’re all part of the list
that their NAMES IN THE PAPER i just couldn’t erase
they should’ve had 2nd thoughts in playing their games
now, they are all PROOFS that all boys are the same

in the list, there may be names that will be added
there may be dudes who’ll try to leave my heart JADED
but at least i get to learn and grow CLEVER
at least i can tell them “THIS TIME I KNOW BETTER”

they may have hurt my feelings doing such BULLSHIT
but they’ll soon realize that i was and I AM WORTH IT
i’ll soon find the RIGHT GUY for me
anyway, i’m NOT IN A HURRY

still it’s nice to know that we all ended up being FRIENDS
i’m glad to know that this is how the STORY ENDS
they are just humans who are bound to ERR
but mistakes they’ve to learn from & they must know how to put themselves together

so, i’ma wrap this up coz i’m already OUT OF WORDS
besides, i already made up and didn’t blunt my POINT
you see, i can give you the details just to make this poem even longer
but i’ve decided, it’s up to you to PONDER :)

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paramore syndrome…

bumped into paramore.net this morning and guess what…josh won’t be doing the tour with the band..because he’s getting MARRIED! what a shocker. i am happy for him but i really feel soo disappointed knowing the fact that i won’t be seeing him this coming march :-(

here’s his post. . .

hey guys,
I hope everyones doing well! I am enjoying some time off here in franklin and definitely looking forward to the superbowl! Go Saints! Hehe. I’ve got some news to share with you guys so here it goes..

As some of you already know, I am engaged! So, as weird as it is to stay behind, I need to take some time off to plan the wedding and everything. Because of that I will not be joining the guys on the pacific rim tour coming up. I feel really blessed to be able to take this time off, especially in the midst of this record cycle. The band has been extremely supportive and gracious to me about all of this which has made it a lot easier. Justin York, Taylor’s brother, will be filling in for me as a favor. He’s an awesome dude, you all will love him. Trust me, I know it’s strange having someone “fill in” for me. I dont like it anymore than you guys do, but this is the most important thing in the world to me and I trust you all will understand. The Lord has blessed me with the most amazing woman and for that I am eternally grateful. I can’t tell you guys how excited I am to get married! The thought of it blows my mind every day!

I will be back soon! Don’t worry! :) I love you guys. Thank you so much for all of your support and love. What you guys do for me and the band is out of this world. No one has fans like us. I shall see you all very soon.

Josh F

sighs…the concert won’t be the same without him. this is what i’ve been fearing, one of the guys settling down. the guy is getting married at 22 or 23, how’s that? he’s still young. but, if it’s his fate, then there’s nothing i and a million of fans out there could do but to support him. well….we’ll see how this justin york handle the concert on march 9.

other news: i am happy to know that i am not alone with this paramore obsession…i was able to make some friends with some of the members of paramorephils.multiply.com. some contact numbers were posted on the site. i texted them to inform that i am very much happy for a meet-and-greet on the day of the show, and maybe we could stay together as a group since we all have ONE thing in common. soo, we’ll see…

and thanks to paramorephils.multiply.com, i bumped into this video

isn’t that great?!!!! well, at least one of them is excited to come to the PHILIPPINES! i knew from the very start that i would like JEREMY DAVIS, not just because of this video. i swear to god, i love every member of the band.

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my best lines. . .

3 june 2008: Mybestline42day: when your emotions burst, you say things you don’t intend to and even if it’s with intent, you’ll still end up feelin’ awful for yourself coz no matter how vocal you are & expressive of what you truly feel, most people are just bigoted, unable to realize that you just needed a hug. and the sad part is, you always end up misunderstood.

6 june 2008: Mybestline42day: i can make someone fall damn too hard for me, make him want me and need me badly. i can make him cry too. can make him laugh, can make him feel best and can make him even happier. one thing i just can’t do is to make him stay, not because he doesn’t like bein’ around. for some reasons, he just can’t and he’s just too far away.

9 june 2008: Mybestline42day: you can’t love a person you don’t trust. you can’t trust a person who’s hiding in a closet, too afraid to go out barenaked. that’s why they prefer wearing costumes that don’t fit.

11 june 2008: Mybestline42day: if only poor can be rich and rich be poor even just for a while, then both can realize the sense of equality and maybe, just maybe, there’d be no chance for insecurity.

13 june 2008: Mybestline42day: you go away from home. deal with people you’ve never seen before. get along with strangers you never actually thought of flowin’ with and when you get back home, you’re a better person.

15 june 2008: Mybestline42day: if you find it strange whenever i make sungit w/o enough reasons…if you find it weird when i say things that i’m not supposed to say, if you find it irritating whenever i overreact much and get too emo, pls don’t get mad. coz it’s just my extraordianry way of lettin’ you know how much i missed you…i’m just ashamed to admit it.

Mybestline42day: kung kaya niyo pa akong palamunin at matiis nyo pa mga pagpapasaway ko, sige, tatambay ako gat gusto ko…kung kelan xe may pagkakataong magtrabaho di nyo ako magawang suportahan…tsk!

Mybestline42day: ive changed the way i dress, way i talk, way i view life, the way i live life. but one thing’s never changed, my feelings for you. and though i started hating it, i just can’t get rid of it.

16 june 2008: you can never run away from HURT. no matter how hard you try to pretend that you’re happy, fake a smile and assume that everythin’s  okay, it’s NOT and it’ll never be.

18 june 2008: Mybestline42day: i always wanted everyone to know how i feel and what’s goin’ on with my life. but i prefer to keep my mouth shut this time, coz i don’t wanna bother anyone with my miserable life.

19 june 2008: Mybestline42day: i never thought that what i usually see in the movies would actually happen in real life, like a family who’s bound to get broken. yeah, it can happen to anyone’s life, but i’m damn hoping that it wouldnt happen with mine.

20 june 2008: Mybestline42day: he used to mean nothin, now he means everything. he came out from nowhere, now i look for him everywhere. before he seem to be mysterious but not anymore. what remains a mystery is how, by just merely thinkin bout him, puts the sweetest smile on my face. like regina spektor said to samson, i am proud to say, he’s my sweetest downfall.

21 june 2008: Mybestline42day: don’t believe in destiny, think about reality…if you love someone, fight for it…if you want somethin, work hard for it…coz destiny is just an excuse of letting things happen instead of making things happen.

22 june 2008: Mybestline42day: we can’t hold on into somethin for a long time no matter how stubborn we may be. sometimes it’s just okay to loosen the grip and let go.

25 june 2008: Mybestline42day: sa tanda kong to, i must admit, til now may mga bagay bagay parin akong hindi alam at ‘gang ngayon marahil ay di pa ako natuto. that’s why i still find myself stupid. but you know what? got no single regret…coz they’re the very reason why i’m havin this sort of realization and in this life, what d’you expect? things happen and yeah, shit happens.

26 june 2008: Mybestline42day: ngayon ko narelaize na pati pala mga chosen ones dinadapuan din ng libog. akalain mong ayain ako ng isang pastor na magSOP? ibang klase diba? asimet! mukhang tigang na tigang na! tsk!

28 june 2008: Mybestline42day: i’m jealous. wish i never listened to those stories. now it’s troubling how i get so caught up in shallow respirations just because i’m fuckin jealous.

30 june 2008: Mybestline42day: it’s not bein denial. i’m just very choosy with the truth i accept.

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blog things….blah blah

i was bored…so i thought of answering some questions from blogthings.com, and ended up with these. . .

What Color Is Your Name?
Your Name is Green
Your name tells people that you are harmonious and balanced. You’ve got it together, and it shows.
You are hopeful and optimistic. You know it’s not over until it’s over, and you keep fighting until the end.

People see you as peaceful to the point of being zen. You won’t allow anything to get under your skin.
You struggle with envy at times, but you never let it show. You believe that jealousy is a weakness, and you try not to let yourself indulge in it.

What Color Is Your Birthday?
Your Birthday is Pink
You are the dreamy type. You can’t help but be an idealist, even if your dreams get crushed from time to time.
You have a vision of how the world should be. You work hard to make life easier and better for people.

You are generous. In fact, you give until it hurts and expect nothing in return.
You are sometimes disappointed. It’s discouraging to have such high hopes when things don’t work out.

Your Soul Is Connected to the Fall
You are a somewhat sensitive soul with a tough exterior. You are street smart and wise about the world.
You have the heart of a poet, but you’re not too eager to let anyone else see it.

You are very creative and deeply talented. You are still looking for the perfect outlet for your expression.
You embrace change and think the cycles of life are beautiful. You don’t shrink away from the darker elements of life.

Your Vampire Name Is: Lenore of the Far North
I never knew what life was until it ran out in a red gush over my lips, my hands!

You Are the Wise One in Your Family
You may be a bit withdrawn from your family, but that doesn’t mean you’re not thinking about them. You are deeply thoughtful, and your family is always in your thoughts.
You spend a lot of time analyzing both your family’s dynamic and individual family members. You have a lot of insights on your family.

You see the full picture of your family – the good, the bad, and the ugly. You may have a rough past with your family, but you’ve also made your peace with them.
You believe that what you get out of your family depends on what you put into your relationship with them. It’s more about you than anything else.

What Type Do You Fall For?
You Fall for the Guy or Girl Next Door Type
You think that people make love too complicated, and what you want in a partner happens to be pretty simple.
You’re content with someone who’s nice, attractive, honest, and normal. So how come that’s so hard to find?

You are fairly traditional, and you value security in relationships more than most people. It’s important for you to find someone loyal.
When you find the right person, you don’t expect much from him or her. You’re just happy to be together.

You Act Like You Are 20 Years Old
You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you’re optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what’s to come… love, work, and new experiences.

You’re still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can’t wait to explore many of them.

What Kind of Book Are You?
You Are Fantasy / Sci Fi
You have an amazing imagination, and in your mind, all things are possible.
You are open minded, and you find the future exciting. You crave novelty and progress.

Compared to most people, you are quirky and even a bit eccentric. You have some wacky ideas.
And while you may be a bit off the wall, there’s no denying how insightful and creative you are

What Do You Need Most?
You Need Community
You are a very social person. You are happiest when you’re around other people.
You need many people in your life. Friends and family make life worth living for you.

You have many relationships in your life, and you are constantly seeking new people out.
You need to feel like you’re part of a group or a tribe. You don’t like to feel like you’re going it alone.

What’s Your True Passion?
Your True Passion is Your Family
You feel the most alive when you are with the people you love. It’s really that simple.
You value having family in your life to support you, and you try to support them back as much as you can.

You are a loving and dependable person. And you don’t just stop at your family or friends.
Anyone with a good heart is welcome into your circle, and you will treat them like family too.

What Kind of Cloud Are You?
You Are a Cirrus Cloud
You’re a bit mysterious and reserved. You mostly keep to yourself and do your own thing.
Some people may even consider you allusive. You’re hard to track down at times.

People who know you find you to be very transparent. It’s always easy to tell what you’re thinking about.
You tend to drift more than most people. You’re always trying out new ideas, friends, and even personalities.

Your Primary Mood Color is Blue
You are a sensitive and reflective person. You have a good intuition for emotions.
You can sense what people are feeling and even sometimes what they are thinking.

You communicate well, and you’re also a good listener. You cherish your friends, and every word they say is important to you.
You are always there for the people you love, and you expect the same in return. You crave deep connection and understanding.

You Are 64% Emo
While you may not be completely emo, you have a sensitive, deep, troubled soul.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?
Your Thinking is Concrete and Random
You are naturally inquisitive and curious.
You’re excited by new ideas, and you are a true independent thinker.

You are interested in what is possible. You like the process of discovery.
You are often experimenting, challenging old ideas, and inventing new concepts.

Rules, restrictions, and limit don’t really work for you.
You have to do things your own way, and you can’t be bothered to explain yourself.


Your Personality Is Idealist
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can’t make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you’ve likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

What Temperament Are You?
You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent – both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don’t demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish :)
You are pretty evenly split down the middle – a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don’t actively fight them.
You’re just you. You don’t try to be what people expect you to be.

You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open
Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you’re the first to say “let’s go”!

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don’t mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You’re generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there’s a few emotional bumps you’d like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there’s no way you’ll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

What’s Your Personality Type?
You Are An ENFJ
The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much – and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations … where you shine.

In love, you are very protective and supporting.
However, you do need to “feel special” – and it’s quite easy for you to get jealous.

At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive

When other people don’t get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

What Do People Envy About You?

People Envy Your Confidence
You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you – it doesn’t even cross your mind.
People envy your ability to take on any challenge … and they’re secretly afraid you think you’re better than them. You don’t. You’re just sure of yourself.

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ready to rock!

i know this post is late. better late than never, as always. anyways…so lemme do this one step at a time.

saturday: it was madz’s off. i dunno what she did the whole day but the only thing i was concerned about her doing for me is getting the tickets for the concert. i was busy doing work when she texted me “may problema!” my first reaction? i got scared, scared to the thought that the tickets are already sold out and that we won’t be able to see PARAMORE. anxious to the thought that i was willing to spend 4k for the freakin tickets and not having it at all. so i texted her saying “oh noes! why? don’t tell me there are no more tickets? oh no!” and guess what…she just laughed at me saying “you were punk’d” great! i was PUNK’D! you can’t blame me either if i acted that way. i’ve been dying to see paramore live and not being able to see them in this once-in-a-lifetime concert of theirs would be the greatest regret i will be having for the rest of my life. that’s how i love paramore, sheeesh. soo…when madz told me that she’s holding the tickets, i was relieved and happy that i almost screamed out loud. i was soo excited to have a hold of mine, i asked madz to drop by the office. but she was on a date with jeff, and i couldn’t wait to go home immediately, so i just told her that my ticket can wait.

sunday: i finally have the copy of brand new eyes, the album i’ve been dying to buy since its release. blame my oh-so-hectic schedule and my oh-so-toxic work for not sparing me some time to do shopping. but anyway, at least i have it now. i actually looked for the deluxe edition but the sales lady said it’s out of stock and so i ended up with the plain one. anyway, at least i have it now and it gave me some sorta peace of mind, really. so much for that.

i took some time to fill my tummy. after eating in kfc, i decided to skate ….

in ice :) and because of the joy i was feeling that day, i texted my mom, my sister and some bunch of friends what i was doing. it was fun! hell yeah! :)

when i got back to sta rosa, i made time to drop by the office, had some talk with my boss, and MADZ. yeah, i talked to madz, well sorta. she gave me the ticket to the PARAMORE CONCERT! woohoo! i was like, OMG is this for real? i’ll be seeing paramore live! like OMFG! this is really true, a dream come true! (pant…pant..pant) when i got home, i played the cd that i bought and stared at the ticket the whole night, haha! i am really addicted to paramore now, which isn’t bad compared to smoking (which i stopped just recently), doing drugs or whatever. and by just staring at it, my mind was telling me “you better blog about this, you better!”

monday: as i was planning the previous night, i was about to blog about the ticket on this day. but since i had some other things to do first, i decided to do the things i had to do first. so, i went out, bought me a pair of shoes and sandals. spending 2 hours looking for the best pairs i could get really freaked me and i was already getting tired going in circles. so i decided to eat first since i haven’t taken anything from breakfast to lunch and it was already 3pm! sheeesh! i finally got the pairs i wanted, and i was very eager to leave the mall so i could get home and blog about the ticket. but before i left the mall, i bought some thin hair bands, and they are in yellow colour! haha! it was fun. and so i went home. the urge of blogging was already in me, but then i couldn’t. i can’t escape the thought that my mom was a having a serious condition, heart condition. actually, she texted me sunday, but her message just sank in me the day after. and so my eagerness to blog faded and the happy mood shifted into some sadness and seriousness. uploading some pictures and visiting my farmville is what i did just to divert the sudden change of mood.

and so now i am blogging about this. i was constantly texting my mom, asking how she was. she said she’s feeling good and is taking the meds her doctor prescribed her. as long as she keeps her self cool and avoid tiring and stressing her self, there’s no need to worry about.

soo…here are the pics i took monday before i went out…i told ya, first things first, haha! :)

look at the joy in my eyes..i see stars! i see…heaven! uh, what?! haha! :)

look at that lovely butterfly…did it ever happened in the history of beautiful mind that i mentioned my favorite color combination is black and yellow? well if not, then i’m tellin y’all now..

every track from the album is my favorite. let’s see which one i love and can’t help but listen to EVERY day

for those of you who are wondering what it feels like to lay down on the road, IT’S AWESOME! you guys should try it. and when you do try it, don’t get up until a vehicle honk its horn on you. make sure the vehicle is almost near you before you get up and SCREAM! that’s fun! :)

careful: my favorite line from this song is “hope for me is place uncharted and overgrown”

ignorance: “i’m just a person but you can’t take it”

playing god: “next time you point a finger i might have to bend it back or break it off, next time you point a finger i’ll point you to a mirror”

i love this one :)

brick by boring brick: “you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic”

i love this too! :)

turn it off: “it’s all wrong the way we’re workin towards a goal that’s nonexistent, it’s nonexistent but we just keep believin”

i soo love this song :)

the only exception: “maybe i know, somewhere  deep in my soul  that love never lasts”

“i had sworn to myself that i”m content  with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk”

“i’ve got a tight grip on reality  but i can’t let go of what’s in front of me here. i know your leaving  in the morning, when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream”

this song is the BEST….i love it too death, i swear! PERFECT!

feeling sorry: “you can’t run from your shame!”

“all the best lies they are told with fingers tied”

i love this song too! :)

looking up: “god knows the world doesn’t need another band”

this song talks about what the band has been through, it’s just so honest. love it! :)

where the lines overlap: “no one is as lucky as us. we’re not at the end but, oh we already won”

“i’ve got a feeling if l sang this loud enough, you  would sing it back to me”

misguided ghosts: “this is life and pain is just a simple compromise so we can get what we want out of it”

all i wanted: “i think i’ll pace my apartment a few times and fall asleep on the couch. and wake up early to black and white reruns that escaped from my mouth”

this song is so powerful, i just love it! :)

soo…i am all set for the concert. i am ready to rock and roll with my ever beloved band. i’m not really sure where this syndrome is taking me but i hundred and ten percent that this’ll be for a lifetime. i don’t really care of what people may think of me. i’ve been following paramore since they started, and i wouldn’t stop just because people can’t understand me or can’t bear me. in any ways, i am liking this syndrome soo soo much! :) :p

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lady gaga

i dunno but i really like this song. this song is the reason why i like lady gaga now. and i just realized that all of her songs are adding up to my LSS. and i’ve been checking her out in the news lately. i think i’m going gaga! butta, i guess it’ll take time for me to become her monster, yeah that’s what she calls her fans. but, yeah, she’s good.

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rihanna’s fury

i can imagine

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lil wayne…

i’ve always been fascinated with rappers. although i am more into emo, alternative rock genres of music the past few years, i always make sure i get to listen to at least one hip hop song in a day, just to remind myself that i enjoyed hip hop during my younger years. i still enjoy them up to date, it’s just that i am more of songs that i can really connect myself with.

eminem. i loved eminem. i even memorized some of his songs before. i followed his every song. i even influenced my brother with his music. and just so you know? if there’s one thing me and my brother enjoys a lot, that’ll be our same taste of music. he enjoys hip hop A LOT! he loves tupac so much. anyway, back to the real conversation. among others, i also like jayZ. but it seems like i am liking somebody else when it comes to this genre. hearing this certain artist rappin soo cool and conspicuously, i couldn’t escape the thought anymore…LIL WAYNE. at first i didn’t like him coz he looked creepy and odd. it obviously has something to do with his looks, but he shouldn’t be judged in that context. but the first time i heard him, i can’t deny the fact that he’s really really good. plus the fact that he adds up some good spice to songs that he has collaborated with, in a very unique way. sweetest girl, bye bye remix, down, to name some. and the beat that’s been banging my eardrums for a week now…is this

yeah, i love this track. imagine this song without lil wayne, i’m sure it wouldn’t be that catchy. and i just love the line “no i can’t dance but i can dance on ya!”

lil wayne is trying to fit into different genres though…like this

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wonderful valentine treat!

just got out from paramore.net and whew! the dudes are busy with an upcoming music video of THE ONLY EXCEPTION (my favourite!). well, as far as my comprehension is concerned, they’d be timing the vid for valentine’s day, that’s why they’ve asked fans to send in their own-made Vcards for the shoot. uuh! i wish i could participate ya know and send in my own Vcard too! hey, i’m good with those kinds of stuff, you know. cutting papers into pieces, mixing colours and drawing shapes and all that stuff. it’s just sad that the deadline is on the 27th of Jan and that’s like TAMARROW! darn! well anyway, the video would certainly do well knowing that paramore’s goal is to show people their soft side, that they’re not just more of screaming-my-lungs-out sorta band. they know how to mellow it down too! sheeesh! i’m manifesting the paramore syndrom AGAIN!

speaking of Vday, i don’t have a date (like as if i want to have one!). if you guys wanna sit around, waste time with patweetums stuff, BE MY GUEST! but i won’t be dealin’ with that sort of business, not a chance. i have plans on that day though. yeah yeah, me plus a bunch of loners out there do plan for occasions like Vday too! as for me, i’ll do my own thing, and since it’s an occasion (special occasion to reiterate), i’ll make sure things would work out the way i want it. hmm hmm. so, here’s the plan….

plan a: mother jeck and the rest of the guys and i decided to have a group date. we planned to go to ASAP that day. nothing much really, we’ll just visit the set then PIG OUT after the show. but since the schedule of our visit is not yet confirmed whether it’s on the 14th or on other dates of feb, this plan is pending. so leave it hanging….

plan b: i filed leave for the 12th and 13th of feb. i’ll be off on the 14th and 15th. i’d be in manila for an eye check, THAT is if my parents are coming. my dad needs to get his eyes seen too, so we’re planning to do it at the same time. so if my parents will come, after our ophthalmologist sched, we’d spend Vday together, maybe PIG out too!

well…i think i’d stick to plan b. wouldn’t that be sweet? spending Vday with my parents, that’s totally suuwwweeeet! i wouldn’t really mind even if i’d shoulder the expenses, that’s a lot better compared to spending it with a date or not spending it at all. sighs….things will work out the way i want it, furrr sherr! anyway, here’s the only exception…i’ll be posting the real video really sooon…

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say it ain’t soo…

a video of weezer featuring hayley williams. hayley just turned 21, legal age to drink, so the line she delivered fits her “The bottle is ready to blow”

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